Christmas & Anniversary

So, Yesterday was my 3yr wedding anniversary. Yes, 3 long years of wedded...bliss? Well they do say ignorance is bliss. We have probably dealt with more problems in those three years than most couples deal with in high school relationships and 20 yr marriages combined. But its cool. Neither of us really knew who the other was. Tho one of us was completely honest, the other didn't believe anyone would ever be that way..Stuff happens. I am glad that we stuck it out, and found ways to try to make it thru. And UBERglad those ways actually worked. I love my husband, with every fiber of my being, I truely hope that everyone can find this kind of relationship-it is Awesome. Hopefully Ill figure out how to post the slideshow I made him to this page :)

Christmas: So, santa will come. Granted, it will not nearly be what my kids are used to. And the simple fact that none of the presents under the tree are from "mom and dad" is pretty depressing. I have just explained that "our" christmas will be in a few days, and will be "uberawesome". Its important to me that my 5yr doesnt think Santa thinks any less of her. Her friends have more money and brag about what they get. Ugh this disguists me anyway, but I sure don't want my child to ever EVER thinking kids with more money are BETTER to santa and therefore get more and better things. She already has a "friend" like this. Its funny because tho normally I wouldnt condone it, since it is the truth, i can NOT correct her when she states "but mom, i really am cuter than brooklyn". Cuz,well, she really is. I also told her the next time the little girl says " i cant play with you cuz my mom doesnt like your mom", that Azlei can proudly say "No big, your mom is a total Meanie weinerton, and a dookiebubble" (these are her words so i really dont see a prob with it. lmao. Man I will be glad to get out of Fort Hood. And as far as a new unit YAY!...
I think this time, I will try from the beginning to be friendly, if people act the same way they did with this unit, squak on all of them. I get so tired of being nice to people-going OUT of my way to make them smile-just so they can be shitty to me. Fuck that.
Anyways
MERRY CHRISTMASS BLOGSPHERE!!!!!!! Hope its Wonderiffic ;)

attemped & FAILED fb page(Just wanna Vent)

So this was it..
http://www.facebook.com/pages/34-AVN-FRG/113905628674932
The BIGGEST failure of my life. Quite literally. But HEY, if a stupid fb page was the biggest failure of my life, I consider myself OH SO LUCKY! Kinda like this blog. I doubt people will read it. Even when I get past the "journaling" only stage, and post actually topics of things I care about. I attempted to connect with the spouses and family members of soldiers deployed with my husband. WHY?? because Im pretty antisocial. I dont like people. Im on prozac right now, it helps alot. Makes me wanna help people, makes me wanna help other peeps to be happy-wtf right? iknow! So anyways, I give it a try...Ugh, whateve ya know...These people...its like some peeps accept my f.r, I look at their page and Im saddened because I KNOW what is going on with their hubby overseas and there is NO reflection that they even give a shit on their page.. So maybe they dont want their biz on fb you say. Okay, I get that- but "had a blast partying all weekend" is a lil more than not wantn ur biz out there if ur hubby is having to go to counseling overseas...JUST SAAYING...
Repeatedly these guys have been totally dickheads to my husband. aight, whatever, he's a spc and they are "whatever they are i wont call them out". BUT you would think if they are THAT far up there, they would know just a LITTLE bit about manners and how to act...guess Im wrong, guess it just means they have the authority to be total douchebags and get away with it. Awesome. I sure hope my hubby is a *totaldouchebagRank* soon.
Ive always had a problem with people acting this way. I thing I "assumed" bwhaha (never in my life has the whole ass outta u and me made more since that the army) that in the army it would be different. I thought people would have Class. That they would want to represent the US Army and their Country the best way possible. BOY was I wrong. From married people cheating on spouse in basic and ait, to guys getting thru ait based on fam members being in the army even tho they shouldve "flunked, been discharged out", to actually NCO's having less common sense and respect than my self absorbed 12 yr old daughter, I am shocked AND appauled. You know u watch those movies where the military guys do such horrendous things to the people overseas and you want to believe its just a movie thing? Nah, they prob do that, AND worse. These guys take their "so called power" worse than police officers do.. I really hope ONE day someone knowcks them down a few pegs. I hate to say it, but did you ever tthink that why we dont do so good in Wars?? Karma is a total bitch..ANd these guys are racking up negative Karma pts like there is NO tomorrow..

Thanks :) to my 3 lil followers!

I realize the page isnt much. But hopefully it will eventually get interesting(like more than just "journal entries-tho those can be oh so fun ;p) I cant even figure out atm how to put a gadget to add links on here yet soo....
http://memoirsofmentalillness.webstarts.com/
This is a webpage where my son and I will be posting our poetry, good and bad, just various things we have written thru-out the years..Im actually trying to get him to get his own blog page, because his mind is AMAZING. Im still considering if I want my daughter to or not. She's kinda at the stage where she might post alot of things that she would go back to and think "OMFG WHY DID I LEAVE THAT FOR THE WHOLE WORLD" but it could also be a good thing. Who said everyone needs counselors, sometimes you just need to make journaling fun, and give peeps the options and reasons to reread it.
This blog page:: http://mysilentranks.blogspot.com/p/about-me.html is one i can NOT stress enough. NO, not because I won something, (also has a fb page:: http://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Rogue-Milspouse/121855254540214) but because if you actually read the things she has posted, the chic is hella cool. Not to mention the awesome hair..
Another woman I have found MUCH respect for over the past few months::
http://soldiersangel629.blogspot.com/ also http://www.facebook.com/#!/AWDIWH on fb, I believe she is co-mod on http://www.facebook.com/pages/Free-Speech-Debates/123797561013389. These are AWESOME pages. jamie and rissa(who i have NO clue if she has a blog-sorry) are extrememly intelligent, tell it like it is kinda of gals. I totally love reading their opinions and responses to other people.  Ihave basically become massively addicted to fb and REALLY need a gadget to show the links to all the pages I LOVE!!! someone help~